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Monday, November 5, 2007
9:09 AM
*vrrooooom........*
bye!!!
moved to wordpress! =p
just change the blogspot.com to wordpress.com can already.. heh! see ya there! =)
Sunday, November 4, 2007
4:12 AM
Causeway Point..
Today was the event at Causeway Point. Just a Meet-and-greet session. Haha.. Kinda fun, with all the saboh-ing.. Lloyd and Jinrui were made to take off their tops.. Muahaha.. Lucky I didn't got dragged into it.. Would be totally embarrassing with no bod to show.. =p Oh wells.. Blame myself for being lazy during NS.. Gotta work harder to train up.. Haha.. Not to impress anyone though.. I'm just zhi4 lian4 secretly.. =p
Been writing this new song of mine.. But kinda hard cos the chords that I wana play are too high for me to reach with my sorethroat. Which would also mean that it's gonna be a song that is hard to sing just like that.. So gotta do some adjustment to the song arrangement.. Maybe totally remove the high chorus and end of with a slow verse.. =p
Trish asked me why my songs are all so emo.. Lol..
"Emo songs nicer to hear ma.." That's what i replied her..
Haha.. I think I'm just an emo elmo.. not good right.. but cannot help it also la.. i tried to be less emo.. but that would mean more hardened.. which i don't wana be.. then i can't feel the feelings people around me are feeling, and would not be able to connect with them..
Anyway.. I don't really like blogger.. Not user friendly enough.. I wana upload pics I have nicely and the songs i've recorded.. but dunno how also.. lol.. feel so noob la.. =p oh wells.. until i know how, then do it ba..
Ok.. off to dinner.. mum says the chicken rice is getting cold so must faster eat.. haha.. *shi san yi, i'm not mummy's boy! i just love my mum alot!* heh..
Cheerios!
Saturday, November 3, 2007
3:51 AM
The hole...
Who dug the hole, that many a wandering man fall into?
Who lay the camouflage, that catches the unsuspecting?
8 months..
Time really flew by..
"Go on, run ahead, don't look back, don't ever look back."
I told myself that, so did the nagging voice in my head.
I charged ahead, with all my might, in every way.
But, I never moved a step..
God, what do You want with me?
Found myself in the forest, surrounded by nothing but tall trees.
Lost.
Again..
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
10:35 AM
Before bed..
Finally went for soccer after so many weeks of absence due to essays. Goodness.. At first I struggled to go, having just woke up from a nap. First thought that came to mind was to slack. Haha.. Lucky I didn't give in to that. Had a fun time at soccer today, although it somehow felt too short. I wasn't even tired at the end of it. Maybe cos I played last man too much.. But noone wants to play last man, so to allow the new friends to have fun, I have to sacrifice man.. Oh wells.. =p
But I'm glad Yan Wei came to join us for soccer today. Should get Eugene to come next time too. However, I think there's really a lack of "friend-making" by the "lao jiao" at Sports Club. I noticed that noone initiated to talk to Yan Wei, and many times he was just either resting with me, kicking the ball with me or kicking the ball all on his own. Hmmm..
Alright, before I log off, I think I need to do something about my right knee. Yes, the one that has undergone surgery. It hurt so bad when I got home, that I can't really apply weight to it. Gotta stand lopsided on my left leg instead. Although the pain has subsided, but it just feels so "ugh" at times.. x_x
OH! One last thing.. I heard from Yan Wei that Shufen is fine. Taking a sem break, but all in all she's alright. So, thank God for that. =) Heh. Must find something to thank God for everyday and in every post! =)
Okies, goodnight!!!
Sunday, October 28, 2007
8:38 AM
*blank*
Ok.. I wanted to blog about something, but I really could not think of anything much to blog about that was interesting. Today seemed like a routine Sunday that went by.
Some reflections..
Yesterday was Halloween and I turned down all invitations to club. Too tired.. Hung out with Winston and Wee Kiat instead. We went "BAH!" and dinner then went home. Saw some people in costumes and we were talking about maybe we should go next year in costumes. I wanted to be ZORRO! Haha. Wee Kiat wanted to be Darth Vader, and Winston can be Yoda. LOL! Then we started talking about who'll be what character. Here's the list..
Liang Jie: Han Solo
Collin: Chewbacca
Reynard: Jabba the Hutt (WAHAHAHA!!!)
Ok, I forgot the rest. =p
Anyway, we came home, and got the "good stuff" out, coupled with snacks from NTUC and decided to chill out before we started jamming. Watched Crank, and Wee Kiat knocked out in the most amazing manner!
totally guru-like right? haha.Alright, he then woke up and we started our lil jamming cum recording session. Winston has a new song which I think sounds awesome. I came up with a new tune which Wee Kiat helped to refine, and I just started working on the lyrics. The chorus part has yet to be constructed though, have to wait for him to book out then can do. =p It was a fun night all in all. Haha.
Sunday, went to church totally sleepy. *guess who fell asleep in service* HAHA! He's really a guru man.. =p anyway, had year end conference meeting then went out with the guys to "BAH". Totally bad experience man.. NEVER GO TO NOVENA EVER AGAIN! Goodness.. Had CJ for dinner. Didn't really get wasted this time round but felt sinful still. Think I gotta fast for the next week. =x Just kidding just kidding.. In case some sensitive Christians think I'm so shallow *yada yada yada*. Haha.
Actually, I know I'm rather incoherent right now. I'm not even sure what I'm bloggin about. I need to sleep. But recently I can't seem to fall asleep whenever I lie on the bed. But when I'm sitting here in front of the comp I'm so sleepy. Don't know what's wrong with me too. Insomnia kicking up again.. I realise this happens every year. Or at least it comes in a cycle. Sickening..
Oh wells.. I think I've blogged enough for today.. Cheerios! =p
Friday, October 26, 2007
10:28 AM
A walk to remember..
Today was the last day of filming for Hey Gorgeous Semis! I'm so glad its over! All the sunburning and peeling of skin, totally disgusting man. But it's rather sad too that this whole thing is going to come to an end soon. No more group gatherings for the contestants where we can hang out with each other. It has been fun getting to know them, hanging out and talking crap with them, just having good times chilling and cam-whoring. Haha.. I'm glad I had this opportunity to make friends like them. It's just too bad that good times never last. But maybe that's what makes them memorable. =)
Took a bus home from Vivo after the chillout session with Gusti, Trish and Wentao. It was a good time spent just chatting and talking man. Didn't take 57 straight home though. I decided to take 61 and drop and the bus stop opposite Gillman, and walk home. Yes, I WALKED home from there. Walking up that steep footpath beside the forested area in the dark, brought back memories from the times past and gone.
I remember it was 8 years ago when I walked down that path in the wee hours of the morning, about 6plus. I was in Secondary One, and that was how I traveled to school. Walking down that steep slope in the dark, to take 61 all the way to VS. I remember looking at the forested area and wondering if maybe a wild beast or some jungle man would jump out. I remember being anxious and a little scared everytime I walked down that path. I was young then.
I looked at the the tress, and I realised they seem to be much closer than before. It seems like the entire forest got closer to the path, like the trees moved. 8 years has been a long time, and the forest has grown uncontrolled. Got me thinking, how much has life changed since 8 years ago? What have grown out of control, and what have been tamed? I wanted to write a song, about meeting the people from Hey Gorgeous, the happy times spent even though it was short. I wanted to write a song, about remembering the past, like a journey down memory lane. I need inspiration, and a tune.
Watched Click just now. Adam Sandler never fails to deliver in his acting. Beauty story about life, to treasure the times, be it good or bad. To treasure your family, no matter how quirky it might seem or messed up it may be. To love, no matter how much love might hurt, because without it nothing else would matter anymore. Ok, I admit, I'm a little emo right now. Emo Nemo.
Loved this short exchange between Sandler and his wife.
"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe."
Babe... I remember that word. I remember everything as clear as they were yesterday. But yesterday is past and gone, and yesterday can never be today or any day to come.
Remember the yesterdays, cherish the todays, and live for tomorrow. -me
Acting emo as ordered.