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                    Wednesday, September 5, 2007
                    
                  
                  
                  10:02 AM
                  
                  
                
                  
                  just to get it off my chest before i sleep...
                  
                
                
                  it's been shut tight, locked down and chained up for so long..
then came that tiny bit of hope..
that maybe.. 
just maybe..
and so i pondered..
and so i calculated..
and so i took that chance..
i dug up the key i buried, pried it open..
and it hurt all over again..
i think..
i'm stupid i suppose..
stupid enough to be fooled by life's games..
i hate it when the pain consumes me and causes me to tremble..
i hate the nights when it all comes rushing back and overwhelms me..
i think..
maybe..
just maybe..
it's not meant to be..
not meant to.. ____?
i want to run.. 
run far far away..
to a place where i won't feel anything anymore..
that place in my mind..
where noone nor anything can reach..
where nothing will be able to affect me..
the process of shutting down and out..
i think..
maybe..
just maybe..
i should start..