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Thursday, September 27, 2007
7:37 PM
Oleh oleh oleh oleh~~!
Yo yo what's up yo! Haha..
Went to Sports Club on Wed! Finally after so many months of absentee. And I decided that I shall try to play soccer again! This has got to be my first time in years man. Haha. Been so long since I played soccer in Sports Club, and it was a really good experience. I totally enjoyed myself that night, and it brought back fond memories of the Saturdays when we would play soccer with the YF boys.
I miss those days when the YF was close-knit and warm and lovely. I miss those days when I could talk to my troubled youths and tell them that everything's gonna be alright cos God's in control. I miss those days when I'm filled with the agape love of God and would be willing to sacrifice my time for them. I miss serving God in ministry. Ever since I stepped down from being a CGL, it has never been the same again. Without the reigns of responsibility holding me, I started to slacken and became mediocre. At first I relished the break from the work, but I soon realised that's not what I wanted. Definitely not what God has planned for me. But I have no idea what to do now. I'm afraid to commit, fearful that I would not live up to expectations. Uncertain of what I can possibly contribute to the people around me. The passion, the fire, now seems like what the Bible says, being hidden under the table, covered with a lid. Maybe that's why I've been feeling so pent up nowadays.
Oh God.. What do I do? What do You want me to do? Humbly, I pray... Patiently, I await Your voice... Amen.